You would think with the chemo behind me I would be in a great mood, but there are stages after they give you the ‘juice’, first you feel strong primarily because they give you steroids on the day. The next day you still feel in fairly good shape, then it’s downhill for the next couple of days. This time was really bad, couldn’t get my breath, climbing stairs nearly killed me, even standing up would make me dizzy.

Very frustrating, and for some reason, it really pissed me off probably immaturity on my part, with chemo out of the way I just wanted to get better quicker and it wasn’t happening and as usual I wanted to control things.

Result…

I kinda acted like an idiot for most of the weekend, I took out my frustration it seemed with anyone that got in my way or just generally pissed me off. I have made a list of the people who I infected with my stupid attitude.

• Various drivers throughout the GTA
• People working in Canadian Tire, Winners and Tim Hortons
• My daughter, son-in-law
• The boyfriend of a woman I know who is a dick (I take that one back he is a dick)
• My partner Divina
• Various John and Jane Doe’s who happen to be in the wrong place at the wrong time.

So there you have it a whole weekend of me acting like a complete dick, fortunately, I have been able to make amends that I could to the people I could. The rest I’ll make it up to you if and when I can, failing that in the future I’ll try to do better.

Oh and by the way I’m feeling better…

Peter (and t)